“The ways of right-living people glow with light; the longer they live, the brighter they shine.” Proverbs 4:18 MSG
It doesn't matter how low you are now, there is still hope for a great future. God is still in the business of lifting people from the miry clay and taking them to the mountain. He will do it in your life IJN.
Greater days are coming, if you can trust God and lay all in His hands. God did not did create you just because He felt like doing so; you are created to show forth His glory.
He said when your light shines before men, it is so that they can glorify your Father in heaven (Matt 5:16).
If you dedicate your life to glorifying Him and you are never shy to give Him glory for whatever you achieve, He will lift you, even higher than you could ever imagine.
Father, I thank you, for the greater days are ahead of me IJN.
Shalom!